MY BIOGRAPHY
Birthday: 19/01/1992
Birthday(Chinese): 15/12/1991 (im so old) D:
Horoscope: Capricorn
School: Ngee Ann Secondary School - The Young Percussionist, cos i wanna get in touch with music, cos i wanna have the honour to teach somebody, who loves music, i promised one day.
Likes: Making people i love happy, music.
Dislikes: Sorries aint in my dictionary, i hate it. Hurting feelings aint my forte. Naggings, unless i said i wont.
Wishes: To learn piano(music is getting into me these days), a slim sony ericcson flip phone, an ipod(have the money but lazy to look for one). Not much, but hard to fulfil.
Needs: A real me, real the behind-the-scenes way. Un-sensitive my skin, return back to nice normal self please, urgh.
Myself: A yes is a yes, a no is a no. All the way~ Terence.
My rules: NO vulgarities, NO smoking, NO drinking, NO tattoos, NO piercings, NO stealing, NO fighting, NO hurting, NO lying
Im just that quiet person, dont mind me.
Im gentle with people and things, cos i dont want to hurt.
Im kind, cos being cruel is a gruel process.
Im sacrificing, cos i want to see people happy.
Im trustworthy, do people think that way too?
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Thursday, January 31, 2008
I know i shouldnt be blogging when i have so many homework i need to do and so many tests to study for.Im getting a headache toady kay, and my gastric aint feeling well again, still feeling half-hungry-half-full at the same time, dont feel like studying.Remember the notice i saw on looking for the missing dog?I think i saw that dog this morning, it completely fits the description, white dog with brown patches.It was sorta wondering near the roads without a leash, but then i was like rushing to school, and since there were many people around, so i didnt care about it.You seldom see stray dogs around, esp one that is so small like the one i saw.The notice was taken down already when i walked home, think someone has found the dog and went to claim the reward already, haha.So many people were late today.SS teacher gave so many assignments to do, and i think she also complained to mdm ashikin about those who were late for lessons.Mdm ashikin scolded us again during her bio lesson.PE was kinda erm, how should i say.Apologies girls, i know we had been blocking you people during the game, its just a game okay, dont get so worked up like aisyah, cos she threatened me after the game.'So scared', haha.Doing crossword puzzles during english lesson.I love crossword puzzles, tell me the words and i can find them fast.Information overload after bio lesson.Got back chinese storybook test, my mistakes are mostly at the 2m each mcq.I got read the book kay, but then the qns asked things like whats the meaning of this, whats the meaning of that, then i dont know how to do already.Anyhow did the chinese compre, too tired to think about how to do the qns.Suddenly felt very hungry during chem SPA lesson.My stomach felt as though its cramping up, cant seem to have the apetite to eat when i went out alone for my lunch just now.I dont wanna do my homework still, maybe i will skip doing them~
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 5:37 PM
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Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Woke up early, and then finally started to study my chemistry textbook.Its a good thing that i can remember chemistry stuff easily, well its at least much easier than other science subjects.Abhishek came today, looks better now.My left leg is still hurting though, cant walk the stairs properly.My left eye is itchy too, yeah, im promising not to scratch it kays, im trying to refrain my hand from doing so.There were handshakes during VL.People were giving bone-crushing ones, ouch.Started differentiation during amaths, thought it would be a hard chapter cos i cant understand even abit of it from the textbook when i read it a few weeks ago.It seems fine to me atm.Did bio and physics homework during physics lesson.Mr lim saw that i was doing bio when he walked pass, so i quickly kept it away when he started to walk backwards.Mdm ashikin was like pinching people on those who didnt do her homework when she walked pass.Was abit startled when she walk pass me and suddenly called my name.She was there saying i was a good boy, for doing my homework, will make it big next time.Haha, smiles, i seldom have compliments.Anyways, she only saw the first worksheet i had that was done, those not done were just hiding below my done worksheet, and she didnt saw it, shh.Drew weird faces for the english lesson's activity.Chinese teacher didnt come, relieve teacher asking us to do the workbook.Havnt finish also must hand in, well, i still have one complete blank comprehension i have yet to do.Went home for lunch before getting my hair cut.I dont like cutting my hair short, cos they start to curl and i dont like it.I learnt my lesson not to let my mum cut my hair already, cos she takes like more than one hour just to cut abit of my hair, and the standard might not even be as good as what you can get outside.Saw this notice about looking for a missing dog, the reward, $500.Wow, if i ever find that dog, i can earn $500 just like that, more money for my pockets this year with cny coming like in a week's time.Okay, so enough about hair and money, i need to get back to study~
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 5:28 PM
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Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Went back to sleep when i woke up this morning.Woke up twenty minutes later, those who were awake already didnt even have the mind to wake me up when im like gonna be late for school.Nevertheless, im still able to reach school punctually, thank goodness.Abhishek seemed to look in pain again, says he wont be coming tmrw, i think.He swallowed four big pills down at one go, like less than five seconds, wow.I cant swallow even one big pill as fast as his swallowing of four big pills, cos it has been quite a long time since i last swallowed medicine, and i cant seem to swallow them starting last year.Get well soon i guess.First time i had ever been paying attention during physics lesson.Did my physics workbook somemore.I seriously cant take probability already kay, the probability that im going crazy is gonna be 1 soon.Mr lim didnt scold us today during elective history, yay.Mdm ashikin was angry with us again for taking up lesson time to ask maths qns.Shes also angry about the banner, and we are gonna need to redo it.Almost fell asleep during chinese lesson, was tired.Lunched outside, sees many band members as well.Sec1s came today, they are all people with small sizes and musical backgrounds.Despite the small number of sec1s we have, i guess band wont die yet with these new people.Ms ong wanted to introduce caiyan, the DM to the sec1s, but realised that she was having detention and said it and people were like 'ohhh'.She then continued to say that the DM's job is to carry out discipline matters, then many people started to 'ahem'.Even ms ong started to 'ahem' too lor, and she was like smiling away.Dont have band practice today, stayed in a classroom carrying out some basic lessons.Bored and humid place inside.We might be having band practices in the classroom next time, cos the canteen causes many distractions when we have our practices there.No more POP for us, people didnt wanna have it, and cos graduation day falls on the same day, they are gonna have a mini concert during that day instead.Went home and had dinner.Lucky that i eat brinjals, fried ones, cos there were like lots of leftovers and i have to sweep it up.My mum didnt want me to eat anymore as its fried and abit spicy.Lots of tests coming up, gonna study~
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 7:35 PM
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Monday, January 28, 2008
Looks like its gonna rain in the morning when i went to school, but i guess it didnt rain in the end.Happy birthday jiahao, though you insisted that it aint your birthday today.I know you were joking that time, haha.Today's assembly is abit erm, disgusting?People are so excited about it, dots.My leg cramped up sitting there for so long without moving, and kimyong's spine is like lying on my leg, kinda abit pain, though i didnt complain to him about that.Im a nice person anyway.My eyes were itching during english lesson, cant open it.It has gotten better, thank goodness, else i dont know how i will look like with one eye big and one eye small.Dont wanna talk about probability anymore.Lunch break was so short, and it seems like theres no food left to sell.What a canteen this is.People were looking at the marked amaths paper when i got back from the canteen.Havnt expected i would do well since i left blanks, saw that i scored at least a 75% percentage for it.Shawn didnt seem fazed during chinese lesson.Hes doing weird stuffs behind with yaoyi and people.He says this class is more fun than hcl, hope so for him i guess.Ryan showed a so weird him during physics SPA.He didnt dare to take the hot water, said its too hot.I told him to use cloth, and when he came back, he didnt know how to put down the beaker of hot water onto the wire gauze, cos he was like wrapped up the whole beaker with the cloth.Helped him out in the end using bare hands, sacrificing myself to make sure that the water doesnt spills while he watched scaredly at one side.He also didnt dare to boil the water too much, says its burning.He didnt dare to put thermometer in the boiling water, cos he said it would explode.He didnt dare to clamp the thermometer with a retort stand, cos he said the thermometer will break, and then mercury will fall into contact on him.So in the end, he used his hand to hold the thermometer while waiting for the minutes to pass.Got me all worried for nothing, hes being frantic there.And like finally hes afraid of someone, aisyah.Went home later, a baby was like crying in the bus.He/she wouldnt stop crying, then the mum was like keeps hitting the baby.And of course, the more she hits, the louder the baby cried, kinda a stupid thing to do to try and stop the baby from crying.An old lady behind her is like dont hit him/her anymore, she cant take it seeing the mum hitting the child.Long post today, im not sleeping, im not tired, does my homework.And if im being the mood spoiler type, tell me~
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 5:35 PM
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Sunday, January 27, 2008
Able to have a long long sleep like finally, happy that no one woke me up early today.Studied lots today, im getting a headache, urgh.Tells myself, im gonna make myself work even harder than what i used to tell myself now.Goes for a better score for the 'o's, aims further than what i actually want, cos i know i have to do that to accomplish some new plans that i had.Went out for dinner at night.Saw an old lady with a trolley fully filled with plastic bags of food.Many cats suddenly appear from out of nowhere, and then followed the old lady to a spot.She took out food from her plastic bags and gave it out to the many cats that came.The cats werent fighting over it, its like they are used to it.Maybe that old lady has been the one giving food to them everyday.Dont know why, my mum keeps choosing something yellow for me today, asks if i want to buy this buy that.Eventually, im forced to buy a yellow shirt, then my sis was like wow, you have never had any yellow shirts before.And when i was walking that stretch of long path alone, i told myself, i wont feel happy without having someone i love walking beside me~
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 9:35 PM
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Saturday, January 26, 2008
Cant make myself sleep early yesterday, can wake up this morning, but then i made a mistake, which is going back to sleep again.When i woke up again, its like another half hour has past already.Cos nobody else wakes up early in the morning, so theres nobody to wake me up if im late.Caiyan marked me as late for attendance when i wasnt even late lor.I came to school earlier than her somemore, and she saw me too, cos i was like asking her for the keys.Went to get the keys for the GO2 room after that, didnt know shes taken attendance for people while i got the keys.When she took attendance again after band, she asked why im late..Alumni came, juniors dont like him, cos they are scared of him, laughs.Repairman also came, and since the instruments are at the canteen, he has to walk there.He has never went to the canteen before, so he was like, wow, so far.Says instruments should try not to expose in the sun, but with the kind of place we have, its like do we have a choice?Went out again after reaching home, no shopping today.They were like getting cny food and stuffs, cos for the second time ever, people are allowed to come my house.People will be coming to celebrate cny eve at my house.I was like bored the whole day, no one to talk to.Drank this lime and sour plum drink, quite nice, but then if i were to drink large amounts of it, it wont feel nice.People look cool with brown hair, i might consider dying my hair to abit brown next time.Anyone, talk to me please, i feel so talk deprived~
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 7:55 PM
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Friday, January 25, 2008
Fall asleep again when i woke up.Then im like jumped out of bed, rushing to prepare myself.Abhishek is back limping, though he has got mc for five days.He wrote his name as LATE when he was late for school, he could have shown his mc and he will be alright.At least its much better than having a one day late sign on your report.He didnt want all the sweets on his table, so he threw them all to another side, and it rained sweets.Cant think about what happened during english.Dont know what to blog about amaths and bio either, dont know why.Yaoyi was being lame with his 'magic tricks' during recess.CNY banner deco after that, didnt start on anything at all.Went for lunch with justin at tmart after that.Went prima deli after that, had been wondering what they call the thing they use to display their cakes or pies or currypuffs.Senior came with a surprise visit today, didnt know hes coming.He has finally got a handphone!Can contact him easily now, but then he doesnt keep his handphone on.He has got two points for his 'o's result, and his school of choice, MJ.Nice of him to bring chocolate for us.Conductor's acting weird today, not the him i used to see.Reached home around 7pm, drained my energy during band, dont have the strength to play just now.Bye, whats up with my mind now~
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 9:25 PM
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Thursday, January 24, 2008
Dont know for what reason why i did this.When i woke up, my fist went to hit the edge of my cupboard beside my bed, hard.Then i was like, OUCH.And there comes a tiny little cut, urgh.Almost late for school today but not really considered late, cos i was in school before the bell rang.Was drizzling abit, and cars were like streaming into the school, so can kinda use that as a kind of excuse.Jeremy doesnt talk to me at all during chem.I dont care anyway, so long as he doesnt try to stick at me like what he did at jiahao can le.PE was kinda a weird one today.Urgh, ryan has got super ultra bacterial-filled fingernails, the scratch mark that he left on me is still visible.And he has finally met his match, cos theres someone he is scared of, laughs.Going crazy over emath's chap on probability!It might be easy but, urgh, it just drives me crazy.Staying in class during recess is fun.Hmm, for the next three lessons, i dont really have anything to blog.Showdown, its time for the release of the 'o's results.Happy for those who make it, many A1s.My senior has got 8 distinctions, omg.He can go anywhere he wants with the low points he has, but i have a feeling he will still be going to the nearest JC, probably TPJC.He scored like 25x-26x for his PSLE?He can go to much better schools than NAS, but he still chose to study in the school nearest to his home.Went out for lunch after that, sees many cornerstone people giving out fliers.Hmm, im still not going, whatever youre gonna say to me wont work.Egg yolks, you didnt make my day today, cos i just realised why i dont eat you, cos you are kinda yellowish!Haha, miracle, i didnt have my short afternoon nap today.And yay, im using up my ten-cent coins now.Clingyness, i love that~
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 8:05 PM
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Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Hi people, aint exactly in the mood to blog, but i will still do it nevertheless, just like any other days.Learned the skill of how to pull a piece of bluetack long today.You dont just pull cos it will break, thats why i said theres a skill, haha.Was trying out more when caiyan suddenly called me from home i think, wants me to put up band's posters on notice boards of all sec1 classes.Zhihui came just in time, and we went around into the classes, and we squeezed and stapled the posters on some of the noticeboards as there werent any spaces for it.Feels bad about that, 'destroying' their notice boards, but it will only be put there for a short period of time.Okay, abhishek didnt come today, met with an accident.Get well soon, and dont go try running and breaking your 'record' again, looks weird for a student to be running to school or home everyday.People came up with disgusting ideas during VL about girls and guys, dont wanna talk about it.Filed many things during SS, and my mini hole-puncher has been up for grabs, haha.Went to look at construction site during recess, cant stay in class.Physics teacher dont look as blur today now, but still, i dont think im listening much.Zengmei suddenly came up to ask me something, something i dont know whether to answer or not.Did answer eventually, but she doesnt understand, haha.That also attracted gaoyang to come here, cos he was curious about why zm is squatting beside my place.Why must he also write that im missing abhishek's hair right.Nothing much happened in the next three lessons.Sleepy, took a quick nap after what i call a mini 'lunch'.Sis dao-ed me when i was like asking her something.Thats why im aint exactly in the mood to blog, angry here.Oh yeah, i have been trying to get rid of 10-cent coins, people, try not to pass me anymore 10-cent coins as change please.Good luck to you people for your chinese 'o' results tmrw.Im staying by your side this time~ T
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 7:58 PM
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Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Woke up late this morning, cos i was like went back to sleep after i woke up, thats why was abit late for school today.Physics teacher was blurred by people's qns again.Kay, so i shouldnt be commenting about his negative points, im somehow abit like him, blur when people ask me qns.He cant speak good english, and i dont blame him for that, cos i aint good at it as well.Mrs teh relieved ms yanti's eng class today.Never a lesson did she not scold at least one of us.SS teacher also never come, but still, we have to do mini SEQs.Heard about band having only 14 sec1s during recess.Very pathetic right, must be caiyan scare them off with her scary stare lor, haha.I dont like when mrs pong says HENCE lor, dont know why, but i just dont like.Did nothing much during chinese lesson.Went out for lunch with justin after that, the weather's very hot lor, cant stand the heat in the foodcourt.Yay, i think i have accomplished a mission teaching a junior to play during band.At least basics aint so much of a problem now.But hor, i feel that im kinda a biased senior, cos im like not concentrating on all juniors at the same time, im only focusing on mastering the techniques of one junior atm.Im kinda the only senior in the section teaching leh, other seniors dont wanna teach or didnt come for band.And reveals, today is my lunar birthday kay, 15th december.It makes me feel even older, cos chinese birthdays are always one year older than your english birthdays.And cos im born in the year of the goat, that makes it two years older than my english birthday, making me eighteen this lunar year.People, please dont come up with stay young campaigns please, haha.Chewing on grapes now, i feel sleepy, maybe im gonna fall asleep soon~
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 8:00 PM
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Monday, January 21, 2008
Today feels different when i woke up.Just know that it is different from any other days, i dont really know how to explain that feeling.Feels energetic when i walked to school today, bag as heavy as other days, but then i dont seem to feel any load on my shoulder at all.Mr Lim looks real weird in his new spectacles.He seems to be the centre of attention today, so whenever i see him, i do feel that he has really grown horizontally just like what he had said.He has been teaching me since sec2, so the change will be obvious.And he doesnt know or recognise me for the whole year he has taught me in sec2 and abit of sec3.Think its because i started sitting beside engleong last year, then he slowly knows me and will even say hi to me now.Funny person, but why must he change so much during his lessons right?During assembly, i noticed something.Girls like to say this, 'oh this is so cute', 'oh that is so cute'.Why do girls love saying the word cute?Whats their exact definition of cute?Had amaths test after recess.Why do they have to say at the last minute that formulas will be given?If they have said earlier, i wouldnt have spent my time on the formulas and would have gone on with the applications.Mrs teh was very angry with our class again for being late, she complained to mdm ashikin yet again.Shes like saying, your amaths test more important or your chem SPA more important.Cant blame us, they started recess late, amaths test started late, and you cant possibly shorten your amaths test time just cos you are gonna have a chem SPA.Did the SPA quite fast, didnt spend too much time on experiments.Im finding more time to sleep during chinese lessons nowadays.And i cant imagine how im gonna survive when chinese lessons are gonna be four hours every day for two weeks before the chinese 'o's on may.Last minute mock bio SPA today.Cant light up the bunsen burner again.Asked mdm ashikin, then i suddenly realised that i have opened the wrong gas tap.So paiseh, but lucky she didnt know about it, treat it as though i really cant light the bunsen burner up.Went out for lunch later with jetaime and abi.Lots of commotions when yaoyi came, haha.Fell asleep after reaching home for awhile.Feels abit blur cos i just woke up.Very very long post right?Till the next post~
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 7:50 PM
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Sunday, January 20, 2008
Nice birthday i had yesterday.Sixteen now, suddenly feels so old.People have been going like, you can watch NC16 movies now.Seldom watch movies, so it doesnt really matter to me.Went terminal3, it is such a big and beautiful place.Had a really really late dinner, cos i have slept for like three hours waiting for parents. Bought chocolate from a chocolate shop after dinner.Reached home like around midnight.Took a long long sleep, finally am able to have a long long sleep after what seems like so long.Stayed at home to study today, didnt go out.Remembered once when my section asked me which hand i use to write with.When i said i can write with both, but then left hand aint so good at writing, still, they are like wow, our SL's a nerd, he's able to do anything.Most of them write with left hand, something rare to see.My post seems to feel kinda short, cos nothing much happened today.Thanks justin for the belated birthday wish, even though you have forgotten the exact day of my birthday.Cool, my family's opening up a champagne, till the next post.And get well soon jetaime, dont go stress yourself out~
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 7:26 PM
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Saturday, January 19, 2008
Happy birthday me today!Thanks to the following people for the respective things they did.Jetaime for your birthday wish and nice present, fingeprints!Part of percussion who remembered and gave me chocolates(though im like seldom eating them now)Caiyan for knowing it but then why announce it to the whole band, 'wow'.Yaoyi, dion, abigail, ginny etc etc, sorry to those i didnt name, guess theres too many of them to list now, haha.Cos one said it and then the whole lot knows about it, which adds up to many people.Didnt feel like waking up today, wanted to use 'birthday boy' as a reason actually, haha.Reached school earlier than other days, met with many wishes.Managed to get away with some things using my 'birthday boy' reason, laughs.Taufiq talking more to me now, he didnt used to.Fun guy to hang out with, hes funny wih his jokes.I feel louder during the marching session.Went to watch a short video on outdoor percussion performances in the m-learning room after the break.Was ms leong's birthday yesterday, lots of january babies i see.Sixteen now, and many many wishes i wanna fulfil.Birthday not over yet, and i have already feel that this year's birthday is gonna be the best birthday ever.Lots of things going on.Cant help but to keep smiling.Did something today, something i have never done before, an omg tingly feeling.And i have never been more serious than i ever did.Like taking initiatives you know, something you dont see out of me.Gonna be celebrating my birthday and dining at the new terminal3 later at night.Havnt been there before, and i heard that the place's real big and nice.And its like seven hours left before my birthday ends, making real good and fun and happy time out of it.Thanks again people!P.S(for the first time this year in my blog, youre seeing my genuine smile here)=D
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 4:59 PM
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Friday, January 18, 2008
Hi all, i woke up later than usual today, but i reached school earlier than any other days, haha.Cos i was like rushing, then had more time to spare in the end before going to school.People were like playing with a cockroach when i reached class.Eww, these people has got no hygiene, haha.Unfruitful english lesson today, fell asleep halfway.Shoots, i just remembered that i have forgotten to bring home the hw i need to do.Emaths time, thought of this.What is the probability that people will believe my words, whatever i have said?How trustworthy i am in the eyes of people.Decided to post more of my characteristics in the 'ME section'.Class was scolded by a teacher again for staying in class during recess.They make their rounds on fridays, so we will only not stay in class on fridays, haha.Have a weird game during cme.Mdm ashikin bought a new mirror, but its like so so small.Im scared of mirrors, dont bring it in front of me.Have a slimy and a rabbit made out of bluetacks today.Stayed back to do chem project, fun vandalising on hands, smiles.I saw something i love today, and i also saw something i detest today.Wont talk about them.Went to band like 2.50pm already after lunch.Me the section leader is so dead, conductor wants me to get the section to perfection by at least this year's tapestry.He knows who i am already, like so fast.Reach home like around 7pm.Today's dinner was takeaways from outside.The box of food is like so full, filled all the way to the brim.Even when im full, i tell myself i dont wanna waste food, and there is a need to grow bigger cos im requested to do so.You know who you are, and i ate up all my food.Will blog things about my birthday tmrw kay?Get well soon jetaime, dont wanna you get sick.Its just a few hours away~
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 8:03 PM
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Thursday, January 17, 2008
Im still waking up earlier than normal today, wonder why.Nothing much about SS lesson today.PE... was painfully hit two times by a ball.First shot was a headshot, people were waiting to hit me.My jaw's still feeling the bruise, urgh.Second shot was an accidental one to my back.Aint my back aching enough, havnt fully recovered yet wor.Gaoyang tried getting close to me, eee, shoo, thats so wrong.Learning binomial's theorem during amaths, i learnt factorial, permutation and combination before, yay.Skipped recess.Cant remember what i did during english lesson, haha.Chinese teacher didnt come again today.People were saying, must be hes stuck at the door at home, cant come out, still waiting for people to rescue him.Laughs, i know, its bad talking about people, shh, im not a cruel person.Was so sleepy sitting under the fan during chem in the chem lab.We now have an elmo, patrick, and spongebob made up of bluetack!People were like saying, they are so cute, takes picture.Skipped lunch as well, fasting with jetaime, wont eat even when food is offered to us, haha.Shh, shouldnt be skipping lunch, later get gastric, dont tell anybody else.Stayed back to do chem project, waited so long for a com.The uncle who shooed us away from the library is so so not nice.Used the coms till like 5.30pm.Finally had dinner after whats like no food for 12hrs.Byez~
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 8:14 PM
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Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Wont start with waking up today, haha.Waking up - an everyday process that you wont miss, unless you sleep for days in a row, that is.So squeezy in the bus today.Always tries to walk to school in the morning cos i hate squeezing inside buses.Uncle at school didnt let us up the class like even later than usual.Like whats the difference if we go up first or dont right?Free period during VL lesson, pasting up small little cards on walls.I just dont want ryan's one on the wall just beside me, like never.He gives me nightmares.An elmo was made out of bluetack.Given to me, i have to take good care of it, haha.I finally know how to do inverse matrix! wheee.Nothing much happened during physics.Free period again during bio, doing nonsense stuff.Chinese storybook test today, almost forgotten about it.Did it like how i usually does, dont know guess lor, haha.Happy today cos it has been fun playing with things that has something to do with sticking bluetacks.And, some reasons about why i became section leader, SL of percussion.Firstly, everyone was with the idea of choosing me to be one.Secondly, the 4r1 freak's so smart, triple sciences, gold for maths olympiad somemore, so he should be the SL.Thirdly, i have had the fullest attendance since i got into band, none others has had that.Fourth, im the only one in the section who plays all instruments percussion had before.Fifth, im kind and quiet, so i will treat my section members nicely.Sixth, i always do my jobs, and since SLs have to do the most jobs in the section, i should be the one doing it.Seventh, SLs are most senior of seniors in the section, like, im also the oldest in the section.Kinda weird reasons people come up with.Crap~
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 6:12 PM
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Tuesday, January 15, 2008
I guess im like always starting off with waking up, haha.The physics teacher like abit blur, doesnt know how to answer questions.He looks kinda sick too.And if im not wrong, ms ong's also sick.And and if i aint wrong, i had been sick as well in the morning, mid-afternoon too.Get well soon people.Emaths lesson had been okay.Didnt understand today's amaths lesson at all.Today's justin's and chengboon's birthday.Happy birthday both of ya.Couldnt concentrate during chinese lesson, cant wait to get away from it.Went out for lunch, started to rain when returning back to school.Rained very heavily during band.Conductor likes my instrument's dynamics, ask people to watch me and play that way.Abit paiseh there, haha.Curtain beside the stage got blown by the strong wind towards the spinning fan beside.Fan almost dropped, and it cut small little pieces of thread which flew my way, urgh.Finally can keep instruments in the art room, dont need to move all the way back to ncc room again.Stopped raining when band ends.Goes home, do my homework, lalala~
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 9:30 PM
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Monday, January 14, 2008
Hi, im here to blog again, whether rain, shine, thunder, lightning, snow, earthquake, tornado, typhoon, hurricane, sky's falling, etc etc.Woke up at around 6.30am today, first plan to do in the morning - study for my emaths test which is gonna take place today, havnt studied yet, and i forgotten everything.Reach school like around 8am cos lazy to walk to school and the bus was like late.People are like stepping around the places with their wet/muddy shoes where they will be sitting during assembly, eww.Something happened during flag raising today, okay, i wont talk about that, it was last-minute plans they have had anyway.As usual, i didnt eat during recess, lazy to wait for the long queue, and im like cant see what's being sold there.Didnt copy down any notes during eng lesson, though i should be/have to.On the way to chem lab for chem lesson, my shirt was like untucked.And what a better time than to hear from gaoyang about how good you look that way.Kay, so i know people seldom see me that way, haha.Emaths test was okay, first test of all tests for the year.Spent so much time on my ending for chinese compo that i overshot the time given to write.Stayed back and did some stuffs in class.Okay, maybe i never did anything, stayed just to join in the happy mood and something else.Saw gaoyang again at the gate, i was like in front of him.He asked, why you walk so fast one.Cos he was like left the class first but then i was like out of the school gate before he was.Fell asleep for a short period after reaching home for awhile.Rushed all homework after my dinner.Time to do chem now~
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 10:03 PM
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Sunday, January 13, 2008
SATURDAY(12/1)Woke up myself again, just approximately one min before my alarm clock rang.Its like, maybe my brain's having an invisible alarm clock attached to it, guess i dont need real alarm clocks anymore, haha.Repairman came! But only for one hour though.He said, 'wow, alot of things are so old already, you need to go ask your teacher to buy new things'.The school he meant, like, the school aint approving to buying new things yet.Then there was this 'passing out parade' we have.Zhihui not here, people appointed me to be 'zhihui' for the parade.Yeah, go laugh, lets see how you people die when the sec4s are not gonna be playing.Conductors aint here today, so nothing much happened.Went out almost as immediately after i reached home.Went compass point, and then orchard, and then shopped abit at night for some cny deco.Fell asleep immediately in all the car rides, haha.Had an early night, tomorrow's an early day as well.SUNDAY(13/1)Rise and shine, collection of edusave scholarship today.I dread these days, boring waiting time.Cant sit still, cos my back was like still not fully recovered yet.I know i had lots of complaints, then i suddenly remembered these words.'You have had your glory while others are yearning for one, so dont go complain already'You know you said these words right, and that made me smiled for awhile, i stopped complaining already.Then came the time when i was pissed off.Parents being highly bias, i just cant swallow it.They just love to praise my sis more, and she wasnt the one who had been working hard for them.I suffer, she rejoice, what world is this.Reached home around eleven plus in the morning.From then on, i stuck myself in my pile of books, all the way non-stop till like six pm.Chemistry project is dying, one more week to go.Nobody online now, guess i will go make myself useful for awhile and help to do the essay?Feels like watching alien vs predator on channel five now though.Wheres everyone~
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 8:07 PM
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Friday, January 11, 2008
Cant sleep yesterday, think fell asleep around like 12.30am?Then i miraculously woke up at like 5.30am without falling asleep after that.Feels so awake, haha.So ryan had changed back to old ways, thought he had changed after the first day i accompanied him to general office to collect his things.Still that old him during english lesson, urgh.The wall's just right beside me, feel like banging my head on it already.Chased abhishek away after maths, everythings more peaceful now, shh.Maths had been 'fun', teacher talk so fast.A teacher came and scolded us when we stayed in our classroom during recess.Bothers, like why should there be such a rule, students cannot stay in class during recess.Did class deco after that, guess i researched for too much info needed.Oh yeah, i think i still have the remains of someone's hair inside my textbook, haha.Cant swallow it when ranon had been bullying people, esp jetaime, urgh.Went for lunch, and then did chem proj.Doing it had been fun.Clean up the class after that, and then went for band.Band not using outside girl guide's room for combine anymore, i think.Think all band's fault.Cos that tues, new conductor asked what they want for the next SYF.Big dream they have, wants a 'gold with honors'.Conductor was like smiling away, says, up for the challenge?New conductor wants to conduct band at new canteen instead now.Says, moving instruments to and fro the new canteen, is the starting of 'gold with honors' standard.WOW, pouts.Rained heavily near the end of band, instruments, BIG problem.Reached home around 7pm.Repairman's coming tmrw, yay.
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 8:38 PM
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Thursday, January 10, 2008
Jolly today.Took height and weight during PE.That new machine looks so cool, it tells people to have a more balanced diet if youre overweight or something.Shh, not trying to mean anything here.The group came up with the group name - Funny And Ruthless KingOr in short, erm, that aint my kind of a name. o.oWent for SL meeting during recess, so many things to prepare, urgh.Gao Yang's getting a bit too... I dont know how to say, hes like teasing almost every people, esp me today.Almost slept during english lesson, haha.Went home, fell asleep while doing homework.Okay, i should be doing my chem essay now~
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 9:13 PM
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Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Almost cant wake up in the morning today, went back to sleep after waking up to the alarm clock.I know my posts are getting shorter and shorter these days, sorry about that.Sixth day in school now, homework piling up, and i didnt get to doing them.During amaths, feels as though im not liking maths more and more.Cant seem to do the questions.Havnt bothered to do her homework yet.Im sure many people wouldnt believe what i just said.Me, not loving maths and not doing my homework.Imagine that, haha.I started to vandalise again during chem.Jeremy's treating me as though im a freak, sitting so near to the basin.Well, wont bother about him anyway, just count on myself.Ms Yanti came back, she seems to sound different now.Went back home after that, did nothing for awhile.Fell asleep after that, and i shouldnt have slept.Cos i woke up feeling heavy and dizzy, must have turned myself into 'night mode'.I guess i will go do or study my homework now.
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 8:03 PM
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Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Seems to be quite a quiet me today.Its only fifth day in school this year, and already more than five scoldings from teachers.Abhishek came perspiring all over when he reached school today, haha.Feels sad after that, dont know why.Went for band, conductor leave us le.Having new conductor now.Asks whether want to take part in the july's national competition.Hmm, still considering, cos prelims like real near.After that, someone asked me why i looked sad, so not me.I dont know how to answer that question, and anyways, nothing to do with what happened in band.Received a few cuts on my fingers which i dont know came from where.Heard this, must learn to open up yourself, dont suffer in silence.Learn to do it and you will be happy.And even if you are not, unhappiness helps to train you up.Okay, why am i even saying this when im not doing it.Poof, disappears~
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 8:13 PM
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Monday, January 07, 2008
Woke up one hour earlier than usual this morning.Dont know why, but i just cant go back to sleep.Reached school, that uncle there didnt allow us to go up to our classes, wants us to go canteen.He shouted for people to come back down from the spiral staircase.Still, i managed to use the staircase by the toilet to get back to class.Dont wanna bring heavy bag all the way to canteen.After those 'grooming checks', saw ryan and mrs wee on the way back to class.Mrs Wee looks cute, at least cuter than Ms Yanti, haha.Then cant actually believed that i followed ryan to get his ic at general office followed by waiting for him at the bookshop while he get his stationerys.Back started to ache again after that.Feels worse than yesterday, cant sit still.I dont like chem lessons anymore.Fell asleep after reaching home, didnt wake up till its like dinnertime at around 7pm.Hes bright awake now~
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 7:54 PM
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Sunday, January 06, 2008
Woke up late this morning.Refused to wake up till its like 12pm in the afternoon.Nose bled all of a sudden at night like around 4am.I guess thats trying to tell me how breakdown i am.Kay, so i supposed i ought to be happy now.Finished my new year shopping today.Dad paid all the items for me.Bought both a pair of jeans and reserved a pair of limited edition jeans from Levi's.So he said, you ought to be happy now, dont look sad already.Well, guess no choice but to do so then.Feels as though many people had stared at me today.Weird feeling, wondered why they did that.Going out for dinner later.And i still never studied.What am i trying to do anyway.
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 5:48 PM
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Saturday, January 05, 2008
Tired day, like i dont feel like going band and wants to go back to sleep when i woke up this morning.During band, was at first at center of classroom block.But then sun coming in, so we moved to outside girl guides room.Band members find it better there, so they are deciding to have it there every sat, and maybe tues practices.During practice, the conductor said, 'punch at me'.Laughs, thats just a figure of speech, but nice way of saying it.Okay, so from then on, i didnt smile, like not at all.Went out later to bugis street and bugis junction with family.Maybe im getting picky on my clothes nowadays.Dont want this, dont want that.Getting sadder and sadder each time im to shop for new year clothes.Though i bought a shirt at MESSY Industries today.Was so tired like evening time, started to get dizzy somemore.Back aching, but my mum was like dont care at all.Says young people where got back ache one.She just dont understand what i have been doing these days, period.Back aches more cos of long day in cca and walking around today.Feels as though theres pressure pulling me down.Okay, no mood to blog, guess i will end here for today.
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 10:16 PM
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Friday, January 04, 2008
Back-aching day, cca display for sec1s today.Feeling a bit weird today.And there hasnt been quite a good day of lessons today it seems.That english relieve teacher who came, i think i saw him somewhere before.During emaths, i dont know how to play with my calculator!Whats the meaning of play anyway?And Abhishek, please dont sleep during lessons, i wont know how to answer your chim questions later.I wanna move more to the front, sitting at the back makes me unable to concentrate.Uses more eye power at the back, will fall asleep even easier.Someone sabotaged me with a wrong answer whispered to me during chem, urghh.Congratz chan kai for being the chairman.And to kim yong too for being sabotaged by his 'loyal' friends to become secretary.Quick lunch outside before setting up at center of classroom block.Its raining.Moves instruments up instead, cos the temporary canteen wont be a good venue.Sorry choir for disturbing you people with our loud noises.I played drumset for second ymca!Second time i ever performed with a drumset.Too bad there's chance to play only once today.Had a bruised mark on my arm when carrying stuffs.Tired out, strengthless to move instruments.Why do people like to push the moving stuffs job to me.Back aching, sprained it once before, and there was like that 'crack' sound.Shivers.Juniors ganging up on me when im heading home.Missed two straight buses as a result, and they still dare laugh somemore.Then my sis growled at me with her back temper when i reach home.Whats that for anyway, im feeling more tired than her.That guy, bruised and battered~
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 7:56 PM
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Thursday, January 03, 2008
Blogging everyday now, aint it good.Today's at least better, better than the yesterday i know.The new SS teacher is so sure of herself.We will sure get distinctions if we follow what she does.Didnt i like hear that from the previous teacher last year?Ponders. Words cant really be trusted, not when the students aint.I love chem.Like wheeeee.Long day today, have band straight after lessons.Forgotton the name of the conductor who came today, but he will still be with us tmrw.At least he's funnier than the current conductors we have.And more friendly too.Only senior in my section today.I cant possibly multi task so many instruments, juniors not sure of themselves either.Juniors, time to learn, im going off soon in APRIL.After band, someone who once said im emo kia and acts cute tries to lock me inside ncc room.Strengthless, that someone failed even though im like super tired already. xPGreat day when i reached home, was accompanied.Yay, and his day was brightened. =DHope it stays that way~
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 8:43 PM
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Wednesday, January 02, 2008
Hi, so i really hate myself, for making that decision.My fault, for choosing that path.Why do my dreams happen so alike in real life sometimes.Now i dont like nightmares, like not at all.Heard about being sociable.Saying hi, or even asking somebody something which is so so obvious, can show that you are willing to socialise.Tried saying hello first thing in the morning.Failed.I wasnt loud enough.BIG problem already if i dont even know how to say a simple hello.Chose to choose a corner.Now it seems so far yet so near.How can i pretend that nothing has happened.Im starting to lie to myself.Me - A big fat liar~
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 6:51 PM
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Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Happy new year!Urgh, feels kinda short tempered these days, wonder why.Today, i just did that.So i kinda kept quiet, dont wanna talk.Ignores people who talks to me.Could be cos im a sad sad person.Thats why im having a quiet nature now.Didnt used to, but now i am.Sometimes, i really really hate myself, for being born like that.Longs to grow up really soon and stop in the 20s.Longs to be able to do whatever i want.Longs to buy whatever i want.Longs to go wherever i want.Longs to spend time, that way.
Hopes and the big paper ball Ö 8:30 PM